Hey baby!
I've finally blogged :D i know i've always been annoyed that you never blog back but hey here i am several weeks slow too haha hm.. guess we both get caught up with work sometimes ba :)

i guess im kinda used to you being in pasir lebar (is it how u spell it?haha) camp le.. and im quite used to life here, at work. quite enjoying it actually, though i constantly wanna bang my head cos i wanna do work faster but im lazy or sleepy sometimes..

I REALLY MISS YOU.
miss your hug, your perfume, your smell.. miss your kiss, the way you stroke my hair when we're watching a movie at your place, and i miss being in your arms, and the safety and immense security i feel when you hold me.. i miss lunches with you. i miss you picking me up from work, picking me up from school. i miss being able to hold your hand, calling you whenever i want, smsing you and taking for granted that you'd reply soon, and replying you hours later. haha. i miss sweating it out with you (hehe). i miss your pokes, you tugging the bedsheet/blanket/hitting my butt to get my attention. i miss you smiling when i hug you from behind. i miss you buying food for me. i miss going to town with you. i miss showing you off to my friends. i miss dinners/lunches with your family. i miss you acting cute, cos it's really cute and it makes me smile cos im so happy to be with such a cute and adorable and handsome and hot and sexy guy. hehe. and i miss your arms, your strong strong arms, holding me. i miss squeezing your biceps. i miss going to movies with you, then going for dinner dates, eating til we're both stuffed. i miss eating simple food with you, and im glad that we're having lots of hawker food these few weeks, just like you wished we'd do, instead of expensive stuff. and there's so much more that i miss..

right now,
the most i miss is your voice..
your sexy, comforting voice
the voice that tells me its gonna be okay
the voice that tells me "i love you"
the voice that says "don't cry anymore ok?"
the voice that says "just tahan, 2 more years"
the voice that jokes with me
the voice that sings sweetly, love songs to me
the voice that belongs to you..


i'm waiting for you to finish with your live firing or smth..
and give me a call.. hopefully it's not too late cos i'm pretty tired and i wanna get up early tomorrow.. but i really hope we can talk, cos i've lots to say and i miss you...


I MISS YOU BABY MARTIN GOLDFISH LEOW.
you owe me a pair of couple rings. :) random, hahahaha.
and, i still hope my necklace is at ur place.. cos i really dont wanna lose it, lose this memory.
because its not only your pendant there, but also the one grace got for me years ago from australia, and the holy pendant my mom bought for me, but which i never wore til the jesus picture dropped out... so it means alot to me, representing family, friends and love. i know it sounds silly, me describing this to you, but. yeah.. haha. it means alot to me... and i hope we find it...


i love you
forever

hey baby i'm back to blog again sooooooooooo sooooooooooooo sooooooooooo sry that i never blog so much tis few weeks haha lol was kinda lazy n you sld noe me by now :P haha

well tml i'm going in to SISPEC for my 9 weeks of BSLC then i'll get a corporal rank liao le if i'm being posted to infantry unit after my BSLC then i'll have to go for ASLC to get a sergeant rank n most likely i'll have to go to Tekong for the rest of my NS life man haha

hmmm.. i noe tis week had been tough for u but i believe tat u'll be able to do it n u'll do me proud de wor nothing k make me tink tat u're a very bad person or a bad worker in ur attachment job baby cos everything tat u do makes me tink tat u're hardworking and clever

so do well for ur IPP and i believe tat u'll get ur diploma with a merit or prize de wor :D do me proud my dear n make ur family proud of u :D

haha sry tat i never blog much wor n dun worry abt me i'll make sure tat i'll be able to get through my BSLC and go on to ASLC to get a sergeant de wor haha

i'll make sure i blog as much as possible every time i book out ok?

love ya so so much wor

n i noe u're reading tis now or maybe everytime u're working

BUT HEY!!!

WORKING TIME IS NOT RELAXING TIME WOR

*MUACKZ*

this has been a tough week.
and i really really wish you were here to wipe my tears away and tell me it's gonna be okay, each time that i cried...
i really wish you were here now.

IMEAN,
I HOPE MY OVARIES ARE NOT DUSTY/RUSTY.
omg.
look back to my prev post if u dunno what i said. haha.

hey baby i'm back again to blog again for u to see le wor haha

hmmm... 3 more weeks n i'll be getting ready for my POP aka GP liao le
time really flies by so so damn fast man i really can't believe it
next week would be a rather easy week for me as training would be back to normal again
haha just can't wait for 10th of sept to come by n i just hope tat 10th sept would just be tml

but rite now currently i need to settle and complete the rest of my BMT stuffs be4 i am ready for my POP on 10th sept still got my ippt, soc and my most important route march the 24km route march which would take roughly one whole day and i would be damn super duper tired out by the end of it haha

well now u most likely won't be going so i dun tink i would like to comment much on it haha lol
go for wat u wan to baby n do wat u wan ok? i dun wan u to just be looking at me n asking me wat i wan u to do or wat. i really wan u to just tink for urself n do wat u wan n not do things just to make ppl happy, most importantly is for u to be happy instead ok?

i'll be leaving for pasir ris in abt 30 mins time and i am feeling quite ok to be going back to camp cos nearing the end of my BMT life n it means tat i am going to be posted to unit n would be able to book out every friday nite for sure and it'll be a long weekend to spend with u plus leaves to use up too haha

2 years would pass by very fast but its just all up to u whether u wan to see it in a gd way or in a bad way hopefully u'll be fine and wait for me till the end of my army life n i do wan to be spending my life with u till my very last breathe wor :D be there for me always my lovely angel :D:D:D

cherylene;

she said,
can we be together forever?

martin;

he said,
we'll be together forever.

15 April 2006,
and counting.
♥

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